Saturday, January 3, 2015 | 2:40 AM | 0 comments
The life is still running.
It has been 2 years since i stopped blogging.
There are too many things I want to say but couldn't,
Including you.
Watched 'The Fault In Our Stars' in the airplane.
And I think of you.
And I think of you.
The tears came out.
It is the first time I cry in the airplane, because of you.
The memories are flashing in my mind.
I think a lot, our days.
When we hold our hands together in the cinema,
When we lay to each other in the bus,
When we play phone's games together,
When we have the BBQ together,
When you fart in front of me,
When you came to find me early in the morning,
When you come and fetch me to have meal together,
When you pull me to aside from the road,
When you help me to take my books,
When you help me to keep my phone.
Although it is not sweet, but I love it.
Within these months, I thought I could forget you.
But no, I couldn't.
I thought I could be very cool and act like nothing happened,
But no, I couldn't.
I thought I could be friend with you,
But no, I couldn't.
I've been following your news often,
what photos did you like,
what tweets did you favorite,
what person did you talk to,
what comments did you leave.
My friend laughed at me, advise me, scold me,
not to be a fool.
But I am a fool.
I cried, and cried.
Don't know what to do.
Should I tell you?
Let's be together once again?
Or stop being friends and have your own life?
From that 14 hours of flight,
I keep on thinking.
And I get a conclusion.
Yes,
I do love you.
More than you think.
More than I think.
Until this moment, I'm still loving you.
Also,
Until today,
the moment when I look back to our conversation,
you look like chasing a girl.
No, please.
No.
I think,
We should stop contacting each other.
For me, for you, and the current.
There isn't any girl that can accept your boyfriend still contacting the ex right?
Especially I know a lot of things of you.
Just, stop it.
Please.
Kai Kai.
Sunday, May 20, 2012 | 12:57 AM | 0 comments
What I have to think.
What I have to do.
I am really so out of it.
It is just disturbing my life.
Okay.
The exam is ended with death.
Haha.
The lousiest exam i passed.
To the world and to you.
Is it that I think too much or you think too much?
Is it that I suppose to do like this but not that?
Should I say YES?
No..
I don't have that confidence.
Well.
They always say that.
For those who are in love.
Their face sure will be more shining.
Okay.
I saw it.
Through your face.
Hahahahaha.
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Kai Kai.
Tuesday, May 15, 2012 | 3:51 PM | 0 comments
In the middle of the Mid-Year exam.
Dying.
For sure.
Eat shit.
For sure.
Dafuq?
Oh well.
I'm sick.
Funny right?
How long since I sick last time? o.O
The throat is burning me.
And that guy.
Please don't miss me.
You made me HAQUUUUU in pain. =..=
How is my life?
Like a shit?
Enjoying 5a Ren.
With a lot of faker and actors.
Hahaha.
Sejarah 1 and Math on tomorrow.
Good luck for me?
Nahhhh.
I am failing. ~.~
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Kai Kai.
Friday, April 27, 2012 | 9:19 PM | 0 comments
Oh well.
Like the old words.
The world is still running.
My life is still going.
Just got a little bit changed.
:)
U know I know.
The Mid-Year exam is coming soon.
Panic.
How can I study Form 4 and Form 5's things together at the same time?
You are fooling with me.
It is difficult but I will try.
My best. ==
My life had changed.
A little.
Because of him. :)
Maybe this is the best.
Think so.
I also don't know.
:(
I wish to have Be@toy jacket.
Seriously. :(
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Kai Kai.
Saturday, April 14, 2012 | 10:56 PM | 0 comments
Long time didn't come for update.
Yeap.
There are something happened.
R.I.P grandma. :')
I'm a little bit regret that I didn't look at you for even one eye.
Sorry.
But I know it is too late.
I cannot cry.
For that time.
Be strong is my only way to do. :)
The thing has passed.
And I should look to the front.
Yeap. Teehee =3=
Oh well.
The final question is solving till half.
Haha.
Just got 2 endings. :P
And I don't know to pick which ending?
Confusing ;S
Stop confusing.
Maybe now is the best?
Who knows.
Bleh. :P
I know you can't see it.
Neni Neni Bubu.
Mid year exam is coming.
And I'm still slacking.
Oh my.
:(
My mid year camp.
My mid year exam.
Oh no! :(
Yeap.
There are something happened.
R.I.P grandma. :')
I'm a little bit regret that I didn't look at you for even one eye.
Sorry.
But I know it is too late.
I cannot cry.
For that time.
Be strong is my only way to do. :)
The thing has passed.
And I should look to the front.
Yeap. Teehee =3=
Oh well.
The final question is solving till half.
Haha.
Just got 2 endings. :P
And I don't know to pick which ending?
Confusing ;S
Stop confusing.
Maybe now is the best?
Who knows.
Bleh. :P
I know you can't see it.
Neni Neni Bubu.
Mid year exam is coming.
And I'm still slacking.
Oh my.
:(
My mid year camp.
My mid year exam.
Oh no! :(
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