Saturday, January 3, 2015 | 2:40 AM | 0 comments
The life is still running.
It has been 2 years since i stopped blogging.
There are too many things I want to say but couldn't,
Including you.
Watched 'The Fault In Our Stars' in the airplane.
And I think of you.
And I think of you.
The tears came out.
It is the first time I cry in the airplane, because of you.
The memories are flashing in my mind.
I think a lot, our days.
When we hold our hands together in the cinema,
When we lay to each other in the bus,
When we play phone's games together,
When we have the BBQ together,
When you fart in front of me,
When you came to find me early in the morning,
When you come and fetch me to have meal together,
When you pull me to aside from the road,
When you help me to take my books,
When you help me to keep my phone.
Although it is not sweet, but I love it.
Within these months, I thought I could forget you.
But no, I couldn't.
I thought I could be very cool and act like nothing happened,
But no, I couldn't.
I thought I could be friend with you,
But no, I couldn't.
I've been following your news often,
what photos did you like,
what tweets did you favorite,
what person did you talk to,
what comments did you leave.
My friend laughed at me, advise me, scold me,
not to be a fool.
But I am a fool.
I cried, and cried.
Don't know what to do.
Should I tell you?
Let's be together once again?
Or stop being friends and have your own life?
From that 14 hours of flight,
I keep on thinking.
And I get a conclusion.
Yes,
I do love you.
More than you think.
More than I think.
Until this moment, I'm still loving you.
Also,
Until today,
the moment when I look back to our conversation,
you look like chasing a girl.
No, please.
No.
I think,
We should stop contacting each other.
For me, for you, and the current.
There isn't any girl that can accept your boyfriend still contacting the ex right?
Especially I know a lot of things of you.
Just, stop it.
Please.
Kai Kai.
